Back again!!

Hello everyone,

Well it's been a while since I have posted a blog. But here I am, been very busy with the boys. And getting them ready for school. I went to the doctors last week and as of today I have lost 30 pounds. It's hard I started working out I have a trainer which she is kicking my butt...

Well this is a short post but I'm cooking.. So thanks for coming by and reading, God bless you!!!

Worried for what????

Today my feeling were every where, So since I feel so much better about myself. I'm going to get my driver license, yes Im31 and I still don't drive. I have this fear of driving. But I promise myself that I will do this for myself and kids and hubby. PLEASE don't judge me. This is a very shameful thing that I have.

But know that losing this weight and I'm feeling so much better about myself. I know I can do this. Even if I fail I will try and try again. I just pray that everything will come out OK. I worry Way to much. Until I get my Driver license I still have to wait to drive. My son will need a ride to school, because his school has no buses.. I worry because I don't want to fail again. I want to do this, But I know that God has this under control. And I will trust in GOD. So Don't give up!!

Rainy day!!!

Hola!!!

It is raining like crazy outside, but it feels so good inside. I was able to go out with the family today before the storm hit. Feeling really good today, cooking salmon with black pepper and a slice of Lemon. With grill asparagus and tomatoes yum!  For the kids they have leftover spaghetti with turkey and sauce. Yummy!!!

I pray everyone is having great Saturday and if it's raining stay dry!!

Me..

I never felt so good about myself in years. And yes I'm allowing to feel good. And allow your self to feel good also. I ate my breakfast lunch and dinner today. It was kinda hard because I'm never hungry. So I made myself eat. I'm so up beat and I so so happy.my mother in law is in town and she saw me for the first time today. And she even said wow Tracy you look so good. So I leave you with be happy even if the amount you lose is small. It doesn't matter. Enjoy your life!!

Omg!!!

Omg yes!!!


So I went to my 2week post opt doctors visit. And the scale was my friend, I lost 20 pounds... This is making be so bold. Ever time I remember how much I lost makes me cry. I'm so proud of myself. And I pray that I keep this going. Thanks again for reading my blogs... God bless!!!

Blessed

Hello Sunday!

A very nice Sunday, was able to go to church and just be able to praise and sing along. Felt so great, watching lifetime movies and relaxing. This week is big for me, on August 9 I will let everyone know how much I lost. And also I will be able to eat soft foods. Which is crazy for me. Looking up different recipes for me to make for myself. I really enjoyed this day, I'm so thankful because I have God in my life. And because of that I have a great husband and 3 great boys. Feel thankful even though you may not feel like it. Because you have life and you are worthy. Well stay strong!!!
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Saturday...

Well hello everyone!!!

It has been. 10 days since my surgery, I just can't believe it. I look at myself in the mirror and I see the difference already. It to exciting to see the changes. I'm so blessed to have great family and friends around me. Nothing exciting today just went to brought school supplies for my boys. Walk around wal mart. Just a nice relaxing Saturday. Tomorrow church, which I can't wait to go. Well everyone good night and sweet dreams. Stay strong!!!

Lazy day..

Yes what a lazy day, I got up made the kids some breakfast. Cleaned up after them,put a load to wash with help. Then laid down and took a nap, I was really tried energy  was so low today. It's getting really rough to drink my shakes, I love them but I just can't handle them I'm so ready for 8/9 to get here. Even though I know I still have to drink shakes then to, but I will be able to eat soft foods. Got myself out the house and that help me a bit. Not much to say tonight I'm so so sorry. But that all I have for you. Stay positive and don't forget to follow me on this journey... Love ya!!!

It's been a week.. YAY!!!!

YAY!!


Its been a week since my surgery, very happy and cant wait until the week. Well some people have ask why do I chose to cook for my family. Well the answer to that question is because I love to cook for them. And know that life style of eating has change, I want to change my family also. And when I do cook, the kids are so helpful.

Today was a really nice day, today is my son Bryan 13th birthday. I cried like a baby. we had some family over and had a great time.

Drink propel water I love it...

Today's dinner for my family Homemade Mac Cheese all good. And baked chicken. And the whole family Love's it. Yup I can do all things, and so can you. Just try!!!

Trip to wal mart...

Hello agian everyone!! 


 So tomorrow will be a week since my sugery. Today I felt so so good, that I went with my husband to wal mart. First of all we went on the wrong time. It's the first of the month, but we went ahead and got what we needed . I walk way to much and I found a chair and set down. I was able to rest and with help I cooked my family a great meal.. From the pasta to the meat and cheese and  sauce were all heathy. I made lasagna with turkey meat. I cooked the meat with garlic and some black pepper. Layerd the meat cheese and sauce, which my kids all loved it. And so did my hubby. I'm pretty sore now but I love to see my family smile.


Behold, I  am  with you and will keep you wherever you go, and will bring you back to this land; for I will not leave you until I have done what I have spoken to you. (Genesis 28:15 NKJV)

Please remember to stay positive, believe in you because I believe in You!!!